01.11.09 (Sunday)

yesterday night waiting my sister come back..

she go out with her friend...

we waiting she come back to say happybirthday with her..

12++am...still haven back..

some people too tired then sleep liao..

lolz..

then just left me and sister say nia...

then sleepzZz

..............

today wan go out with family...

but my akaun haven study...

yesterday just take out the note book..
and see some format only...

i saw your word inside my book...

stunned...

i miss you again..

zZz......

4.30 watch movie

"poker king"...

me and you haven watch movie together...

we like a couple?

now...not.....

zZz....

and then go eat..

celebrate sister's birthday

...........................................

i still have time to study!

last time..

i get a good mark because of you...

but i cant get any reward..

just a sorry...

you promise you will give..
and i know very hard..
can i hate you ?

-NO-



this time...
i wan get a good mark beacause of mind...
no need reward get pass i also very happy...
i scare already...
who i can believe all?

-MYSELF-


add oil..i try my best!


-stop-

my depend on you has gone...

Miss You When I Be In A Daze Quietly

31.10.09 （Saturday）



昨天...
很可悲...

你第一次对我这样的语气...
我知道...

我没有敷衍...
我只是不知道从何开口...
我想问你和谁说话
我用什么身份...
不问我却不好受


对不起...

我不能把你当朋友看待...
跟你聊天...
我会冲动...心也痛...



我让眼泪放肆的流...
我给了你信息...
勇气允许我这样做...
抱着电话...等了很久...
你睡了...我打好的信息保留了...
还是不问了...
我哭了一整晚...
不能哭超大声...
我不能让家人知道我在哭..
憋的好辛苦...
我出了房间...
再次打开电脑...
我终于哭出了声...



我们越来越远了...
自从你说心里还有我，但你知道我会找到更好的...
是不是就不要了这段感情...



我们无话可说...
对不起...

我对你冷...
我只是...

如果你要对我冷，让我死心...
那我们不聊了...

我不想你用那种态度伤害我...

我忘记昨天的事...



你还是最好的....

不是怕付出，只怕你不在乎

我....不会表达
我也不知道怎么办...

不用可怜我...
我只是想把所有东西丢在这里...



看到你开心....

我还能说什么...


反正我们今年我们都不会再见面了...



有什么好舍不得...
不舍得也要舍得...



我也不用装了...
呆在家...
谁也不知道谁是谁...


有哪个人喜欢爱哭的人...
我会把泪降到最低...
哪怕再痛...


谁是谁的包袱？

我不能要求你爱我，回到我身边..
我可以让自己更爱你，待在你身边..


一切的一切
到了明天就是半年了...

不是开心的庆祝...
只是默默地想念...


如果我们不可能...
那就逃避吧...

我不会上线...
不会写东西...
我只专心玩fb...

虽然里面还是有关于你的东西...
可是我唯一剩下的也只有这些...


爱你，我学会了很多...

我爱你，这句话...
你听到了吗？

我还能打动你吗？

30.10.09 (friday)

exam bi..

chat with friend...
many thing...

finaly i know..
zhu tou benng wat happen...
but..no comment...
cause...now pass already...
and i cant feel his mood that day night...
he stand at hospital and scare..
i sleep at home and like a pig...
not 1st time.. i know...

who got a friend like me this?

sorry...

i cant help you anything...
when you wan me to help..

i make you be disappointed

again and again...

apologize

zZz

missing you...

We grow up already...

before my 1st love ,he tell me...
when you grow up
you will know together not just because of love already...
you must think ur future...
i just say...i just know i wan together with you...
i no think so much...

now..
we no chat anymore...
cause something problem...
we hurt other side too much..
be stranger..


finally...
i know....
he is correct...

when YOU not belong with me...
i know....
love not all...
when grow up...

i cant find simple love again...
the time is pass...

YOU is my last simple love...

and...
very regret is..

I cant hold your hand and forever...


就算现在在回一起，
我知道我们会有更多的困难
不想辛苦所以不勉强，
趁早分开，让回忆是美好

只是美好得太伤感

i dunno when i can brace up...
to start my new happy life...
dont worry...
i'm ok....

no you belong with me...
i know how to take care myself...


-stop-

-regret's life-

29.10.09 (thursday)

exam sians..
dunno how to do..
sianzzz

today tired oh..
afternoon sleep...

what happen for me?
ahh.....
my wrong...i'm not a good friend...
i dunno how to do...

yer...............

and.....
holiday wan work ornot?!
ahhh.......
mami give?!
i can handle?!

wuwuwuwu....

thunderzZz

wanna off computer..

-stop-



"I Love You And Miss You"

28.10.09 (wednesday)

exam bc..
ok lo...

sianz..

yesterday..
dreaming my friend and somepeople
i think i always chat with her at school..
too much miss her liao..@@

something happen to me?


finally i know what my friend write the sentence feeling..

":0 :D :目 have what use?"

please stop...
please fast holiday...
dunwan see something...

2month already..

today 2month already...
i still like a kid...
use cry to resolve my pain?
=.=

Dont wasting time
You can't get what does not belong to you

喜欢一个人不一定要拥有他...
只要他幸福就好...

真的要这样？
真的只有这样做？
谁能忍心放开？
-Jealous-

吃醋也要讲名份。吃不到的醋，是最酸的。
很想吃你醋，但我是你什么人呢？！

-Stop-

-Waiting a nice day-

幸福问卷.可以让你的朋友更了解你.
被点到者必须回答以下所有问题.不可以不回噢!
然后再点你的朋友回答.不可以回传.

Q1 -你的名字 -Nii
Q2 -你的年龄 - 16
Q3 -你的生日 - 1月11
Q4 -你的星座 - goat zuo
Q5 -你的性别 - girl
Q6 -你的爱好 - sleepzZz
Q7 -谁点你回答这份问卷的 - zhu tou benng

以下的她是点你回答这份问卷的人 ----
Q8 - 你和她什么关系 - friend
Q9 - 你爱她吗 - 友爱
Q10 - 你喜欢和她在一起吗 - o.0 too far?
Q11 - 你喜欢和她聊天吗 - en...nice and relax
Q12 - 她对你好吗 - sure...but now less liao lo..
Q13 - 她最好的朋友是谁 - maybe is me@@
Q14 - 你有心事会找她吗 - sometime..less...dunno how to share my thing with friend
Q15 - 她人好吗 - sure..
Q16 -她美丽吗 - lengzai
Q17 -你最喜欢和谁在一起 - myself..
Q18 -为什么 - because i like
Q19 -你最喜欢和谁聊天 - no people
Q20 -为什么 - now i like quiet
Q21 -你认为谁最关心你 - now? benng lo...and? no have already...i cant feel it
Q22 -你最喜欢的十个朋友
1 - ying
2 - huii
3 - huaa
4 - weii
5 - meii
6 - wenn
7 -zhu tou benng
8 - bed
9 - computer
10 -some heng dai
Q23 -里面最好的是谁 - computer
Q24 -里面最美丽的是谁 -all
Q25 -里面最聪明的是谁 - sure is computer
Q26 -里面最开朗的是谁 - dunno
Q27 -里面最像疯婆的是谁 - z.t.b
Q28 -你的名单 -(点到的必须一定要回)
1 - I
2 - NO
3 - HAVE
4 - FRIEND
5 - TO
6 - CHOOSE
7 - AND
8 - ANSWER
9 - THIS
10 - QUESTION
11 - :D

27.10.09 (tuesday)

exam sejarah..
dunno how to do..
i think fail bah..

no mood exam ah..

sianzzz

i will drop class ornot?zZz

cincai la........
try my best already...
if drop maybe i will happy more..
no many pressure...
huu...

prepare for the worst (做最坏的打算)

-Praying-

zZz

tomorrow bc...

yer! sianz!

sleepzZz

-night-

out eat...

back home..
watch tv...

nothing to do...

Today Is Badday....

-stop-

-Missing You-



-Praying Dont Have Any Bad Something Happen-

26.10.09 (monday)

today exam..
math1..
this ok...
got 8 question dunno how to do..
i to have made an effort (已经尽力)

bm...
ok gua...
got do got mark...@@

finish bm..
waiting back home..
suddenly feel my dress wet..@@?
T.T
my kettle haven close?!
inside bag's thing..all wet already..


zZz


back home...
eat...
go tuition@@
tired...
sejarah haven read finish...
4pm back home..
bath...
rest...
hug bibi...

night..
eat..study..
blog...
mami scold ..
shit lah..
no wash the shirt only...
how i know still got many haven wash jek..

down mood

good nightzZz

25.10.09 (sunday)

tomorrow wan exam le
ahhh...
lazy
wuwuwu...
bm..haven study..
tuesday sejarah..
tip haven read also....
T.T

still facebook..
afternoon...
very sian..
i thinking you again...
manything..

i know...
that day you say you cant give me happiness
i know you wont back again...
i still waiting only...
i lie myself you will back...
i know my wrong.....

shed tears and silently..
what i'm doing...

i read a magazine
inside say..
if break...no reason to do friend again..
if do friend, just because you cant forgot his only..
yah...
me is......

zhu tou benng sure feel me is ba ga...
suddenly think he le...
this few day busy facebook and exam..
i no time to see handphone find he..
unlike to take phone already...

night
go selayang mall..
eat..
sister buy bag..
back home..
online..
suddenly power cut..@@
hey..me 1people at home upstairs
cant see anything..==
use handphone light..go down..see what happen..

my neighbour's home no electric power...
wan repairs(修理) a while..
then..
sister come back from cameron highland
strawberry...
yiiii...ge li la...
she know...
then give me a cameron highland key..
boom....
saw that key..erm...
me and another sister no comment...
and then..
online..

-stop-

-no contact , doesn't mean i nothing to chat with you...-

24.10.09 (saturday)

9.30
wake up...
study..
write my sej tip...
sianzz...
just write haven read..

12.00+
online ..
msn...facebook...

1.00+
eat..
rest..'

today my bibi very crazy!
not..is this few day..
always shouting shouting..
ahh......
dunwan choi her shouting me..
choi her also shouting me..
dunno what happen she...

afternoon..
facebook again..
night
eat..
today sister no here...
me wash bowl..
haha..
then help mami packing something..
rest
watching tv..
"battle round"
nice... i like it..

ok la..

-stop-

MisS YoU

"nothing's gonna change my love for you?"

23.10.09 (五）

第二天考试
英文还可以
道德应该不行...
真的不会...

放学...
补习...
有很多东西要背...
烦噢....

晚上才解决...

不见面会想念，
有机会见却避而不见，
假装不看不在乎
人为什么就是要有这种情绪?
......................................


-night-
dad go genting haven back...
go eat pizza with mami and siter,brother..
rm82..expensive@@
mami quarrel with dad..
coz dad no call back to tell mami why he late back..
and then dad come back liao...
blablabla...
finish...then me and sis and mami go "many many people" see dad eat...
we also got eat some@@
fat la...

go there saw dad's friend..
tat uncle is...dad say wan intro me to his son tat 1...
omg...i stand at mami back
cause me got many pimples..keep up all hair@@
mami still wan "ong" me go infont let they see me....
haiz....yong sui
but mami no success...
i dunwan...blek...

eat finish...back...

online..

my sejarah tip still at my table..haven finish..
that tip i think teacher have give or no give also same lo..
too many...@@ how read?!
eat shit...
wuwuwuw.....

and hor.. my facebook suddenly cant online...
wuwuwuw...
if wan me open a new 1...i will cry oh!
cause my farm and cafe is me very painstaking(很辛苦) make ...
ahhhhhT.T
my lover farm...@@
my dream cafe...@@

my friend was send for me the new song le...
happy....so hard to find...
thank you very much oh..

i go try again my facebook le!

-stop-

-missing you,you still inside my heart and important-
-muackzzz-
-tuck up quilt-

22.10.09 (thursday)

wow....
1st day exam....
math2
haizzz
my A byebye already...
can pass whicker(偷笑)

next...
bm1
2 kalangan...
wow...
tat tip is correct 1...@@
"lumba motosikal"
2 kalangan also got write finish..
hope pass la..
huuu...

tomorrow...
bI , moral....
haha...
no need study too much...
rest rest@@

facebook cafe cant playT.T
stupid facebook..
my food waste liao lo...
money alsoT.T

sleep lu....

i will try my best...
cause you wan me going to get a good mark in this exam...
blek...
..............................

-night-
go out eat..
back home..
study my moral..@@
english dunno wan read what..
facebook!
video nice nice...
cooking...
farm..
my "lou yi dong" cant playT.T
chamn....

mami call me early sleep..

-stop luu-

night...
tuck up quilt (盖好被子)

-L . Y . M . Y-

21.10.09 (wednesday)

study...play...
back home..
online..
facebook..friend let me watch some video..
funny..
sleepzzzzz

tomorrow wan exam le...
:(
and then holiday
:(

F:
The Longest Love...
Is Loveless...

What i'm thinking...
..................................................

everyday do the same thing!
sleep
wake up..
eat play...
need go study my kalangan liao..
got tip..hope tat can help me!
math..hope..A@@
impossible...but hope la..

night!

-Miss You Everyday...No Change...-

20.10.09 (tuesday)

今天我一个人去读而已...

真是的..

昨晚很开心..

我，妈妈和比比睡客厅..

两个人包围她..

怕她滚出地毯...

蛮辛苦睡的...

可是比比睡到超可爱...

两点半动来动去...

最后她整个身体像别人拜神要跪下来磕头酱..

傻眼...

不知道要不要弄她睡好来才好..

突然她坐起来跟我傻笑...

哈哈....爱死她了...

妈就起来放她进摇篮...

她又继续睡了...

今天在学校都在读书玩八卦...

还不错...

找老师跟她说我要早回..今天不留..

她还很紧张问我家里发生什么事...

过了几节过后进我班才说今天她有事不能教我们...

哎哟...

害我还跑去和她说家有事要早回..

放学出来爸爸也没让我等很久...

回家吃饭冲凉

facebook

等多下哦哦了..

昨天没睡好..

(我今天又偷偷地想你了，我知道不应该...)

...................................................................

下午

睡了下...

比比要跟我玩

我都开不到眼睛跟她玩...

吃饭时间起来...

然后边看戏边做数学...

偷上下网...

我又要继续做了...

晚安...

..................................

我期待，我也等待...

19.10.09 (monday)

"can you give me 1 chance to start a new love story with me again?"

when i saw u...my brain just got this question...

please....

............................

...............................................

ah....

not enough sleep..

tired..

wan tuition 4hour...

haizzz

now go...

huuu...!

-2.10back@@

early 20min back..

no people at home..

in home call dad...

all go out me..left me..

they dunno me suddenly early back..

waiting my food..

on9...facebook...

1peopple at home..

not scare already....

remeber be4 have a day..

i wan stay at here alone..

you sms with me...

i wont scare...

now.. no you...

i wont scare already...

well...anything is changing..

you? you also changing something..

me also..

today..my bibi will stay my home sleep

waw...this is good thing or bad thing?

but...i expecting(期待)

my mummum coming..

...........

night..

go out eat again@@

bibi go also..

she very happy..

but go home dunwan sleep le..

she know she not at her home..

her dad and mum no at here..

chamn...

keep crying..

-stop-

Where Is The Love...

18.10.09(sunday)

morning go pasar...

my bibi go also!

cause deepavali her mum wan work

-skip-

afternoon

play facebook again!

i saw a new game and play...

so cute.. like it

"lou yi dong"

busy busy

too many game to play..

yesterday night study my akaun awhile!

walao@@

sianzzz

but got understand more about akaun liao

i dunno why..

most care me that one not you...

why..

satire!(讽刺)

...............................

我拒绝了个男的...

我的决定是错吗？

-night-

go jusco

dad buy shoes and shirt..

me and sis got buy another

back home

go out eat again!@@

no computer play..

sleep

-good night-

-miss you-

17.10.09 (sadly saturday)

today early wake up...

my home have 2 servants(佣人) come

i need wake up so that they can clean..

nothing to do..
online..
and dunno why..
i see back my daily..
me and you...
-1st time-
can always chat and meet..
hand in hand...hug...kiss...
no quarrel...everyday is a happy day
because of you
so fast...
friend->couple->friend
see back all daily i just know..
you...in my heart is all...
i realy care..but you dunno..
suddenly my heart is broken
left me... keep crying..
i cant accuse(责怪) you...
you give me all memories is happy..
i still not be satistfied(满足)?
now..
you just thinking ur exam..ur spm...
and ur future...
i think...
maybe at the last...we will be stranger(陌生人)..
..............................
going sick already.....
maybe is a good thing for me...

-afternoon-

go a house party with family...

depavali@@

eating..then back..

cause the home no place!

so..early back liao..
there very hot and quiet..

yesterday night..

got a boy look down on(看不起)me de..

say sorry with me..

and i say nothing..

he say me perfunctorily(敷衍)

i say..if not you wan me how to say..

he say me fierce(凶) he..

eat shit la...

i realy stunned!

and lazy to chat with he...

mood down...

no need your apologize

i'm ok..!

just now i see a message

got a so cute stories..

post for you see^^

-night-

go out eat with sister again!

mum and dad go party again!

scare and boring already..

go selayang eat..

suddenly saw a new friend at there..

-yiki-

but..she saw me and stunned@@

dunno why..
back home..

and watching astro lenglui show

and continue cafe and farm!

my teeth ache(酸痛)@@

cause afternoon fight grip(咬) biscuit with my bibi

so....@@

sorry..

i not wan to indifferent you...

i just suddenly sad...

i just wan you care me..

i weak...

i try to change...

-stop-

Looking The Night Sky

I Know I Miss You Again
-You Will Thinking Me,When I Thinking You?-

16.10.2009 (Friday)

Now start...

I use english to write my daily...@@

lolz...not because I wan to show off my broken english...

Is I write chinese word very trouble(麻烦)...

my computer no have "sogou"...

I need to go webside..write..copy..paste..

sometime I typing word...

suddenly cilck wrong or computer suddenly stopped!

my daily still haven copy and then all word byebye liao...

need to write again...

so... can you understood(理解) my difficulties(难处)

and also help me upgrade my english skills...@@

haha....

I will use very simple word to write..

and write meaning at back the word if i dunno...

let me remember only@@

i think i wan use many hour just can finish my daily

paiseh...

1st time wan use dictionary to write daily..

nevermind.... cause... i wan to know more english word..

You don't stop see my daily becuase I use english write==

i very hardworking to write leh...@@

Today...

9.00am wake up...

I see my phone message again...

i still dunno yesterday you reply my message is dream or not..

@@well...that realy...

sorry... i think i too impetuous (太冲动) to give you a good night message..

we how many day no together sleep and say good night already?

thank you your message....

i hear some new song recently(最近)...

my friend hao intro de...

birtney spears-3

mariah carey-I Want to Know What Love Is

nicenice...

i search about mariah carey...

hearing a old song sing by mariah carey..

1999 year singed

like it@@

" i still believe"

I still believe

Someday you and me

Will find ourselves in love again

I had a dream

Someday you and me

Will find ourselves in love again

then prepare...and 10.30am go cousin home tuition...

bm.math...

i think my bm will fail again..

math i must get good mark...

dunno why i very like math only..

but cant get A also..

i try my best to get A....

cause all subject i just know math

hoilday will go "super" tuition my bm and akaun

my god..==

if can also will tuition perdagangan.ekonomi and bi

haizzz....hoilday habis already...

1.30pm..finsih...back home put bag..go out eat with family...

my bibi go also... muackzzz

2.00+ back home..and play my facebook...

lazy to do my homework and exam's exercise le..

later do..play more facebook 1st!

cooking cooking..."cafeworld"

i making my dream cafe

chair,table,window...wan use high class glass de..

cafe's colour focus on blue and write

dunno why damn like to play..@@

and my farmtown...

long time no take photo to let you see that farm liao..

i add some new things inside the farm already..

about halloween(万圣节) de..

ok la... typing until tired@@

to night i continue...

................................

night..

my mother and father wan to go a party again..

haizzz...

that mean i wan eat outside with sister again...

sian...

dunno wan eat what...

go a name call "hao xiang chi" eat..

no mood to eat...

back home...

and watch tv..

and facebook again!

boring ah...

i dunwan to talk with any people..

lazy to talk..and dunwan to hear any sound...

you?how?ok ornot?no me beside you..

you say you wan me happy..

if i say i wan together with you i will happy..

you will accpect?

no....i know that answer is no...

you will hesitate(犹豫)....

maybe love is changed? just you dunno?

what i can do?

just keep smile?how can?

-stop-

Missing someone...

*JUST GOD KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU*

*YOU NEVER DUNNO*

十月十五号（四）

打扫...
超开心就是那个时候..
李明，小蜜蜂看到我们走来走去都没有反应...
爽...
一直拖时间不去科学室...
玩一节才回去..
读书...
我没学到东西...
很差...

回家..
吃东西
冲凉
上网

昨天真的受够了...
被人看不起...
一天两个...
早上本来忘记料，晚上又来个
差就差...
又怎样...
想利用我就说啦...
要我进去然后就不跟我玩...
当我什么...傻的啊
我有脑的咯..我也有感觉的咯...
不要和我玩就讲一声...
我不需要和你玩...不屑...
我差就差...管你x事，还要鸟我做么...
以后不和你玩
不要觉得我小气
你心里没有我说的那种想法
可是你做出来料

最近真的越来越容易发脾气了...
没有开心过...
只有班的一些朋友跟我开玩笑才有点快乐...

我今天终于有看到你了...
几久了...自己都忘了...
时间真快...
昨晚突然按电话想看你...
结果发现...原来那天...
我伤心的把所有关于你的东西都删了...
没有任何痕迹...
只剩下电话里给你的专属名称...
我那时候是怎么了？！

看起来你没变..
我也许变了...
我找不到以前的自己...
不容易发脾气，哭，悲观...
我想的东西都很负面...

昨晚我妈喝喜酒回来...
兴奋的跟我讲...
她要介绍对象给我！
拜托！什么年代！相亲？
我服了她....我有那么没人要？
她怕我嫁不出？我才几岁？＝＝
她还讲一大堆那个男的资料...
是我爸爸最好的朋友的儿子...
还说这样才好...
说他帅又聪明...和我同年龄..
我姐还跟我争，叫我让给她...
真的超搞笑...我都没说我要...
她紧张自己嫁不出，急着要认识...
全部人都笑她...真不会不好意思...

好啦...
我晚上再继续...

等吃饭之前
看戏看到睡着了...
累啊...
每天都睡不着...
躺在床很久才起来...
吃饭了就开始做功课了...
今天不能玩夜夜...
要早睡...明天很早补习...
你也早睡噢...
晚安...
............................

有些人一直没机会见，
等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，
相见不如不见...
有些事一直没机会做，
等有机会了，却不想再做...
有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，
等有机会说的时候，却说不出口...
有些爱一直没机会爱，
等有机会了，却已经不爱...
有些人很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，
想见的时候已经没有机会...
有些话有很多机会说的，却想着以后再说，
要说的时候，已经没有机会...
有些事有很多机会做的，却一天一天推迟，
想做的时候却发现没有机会...
有些爱给了你很多机会，却不在意没在乎，
想重视的时候已经没有机会爱了...

人生有时候，总是很讽刺...
一转身可能就是一世...
说好永远的，
不知怎么就散了...
最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的...
然后，
你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的...
经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；风雨同船，天晴便各自散...
也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事...
幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，
那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着...
该是多美的画面...
没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子...
于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人...
曾经相爱，现在已互不相干...
即使在同一个小小的城市，也不曾再相逢...
某一天某一刻，走在同一条街，也看不见对方...
先是感叹，后来是无奈...
也许你很幸福，
因为找到另一个适合自己的人...
也许你不幸福，
因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上...
很久很久，没有对方的消息...
也不再想起这个人，也是不想再想起这些事...
学会珍惜身边的每一个人...
或许那都会成为记忆的美好...

我们呢？

不要那样好不好？

I Miss You...

And

I'm So Sorry To Let You Go

十月十四号...(Wednesday)

昨天一句话...
我又回来写了...
我回来不是我们复合了...
是因为别的理由...

读书第一天...
下雨了...
你没读书吧...
又看到老朋友们...

今天没学到东西...
朋友不懂怎样解释！
还说什么不明白就是不明白...
不能解释...
说有些人天生就明白，有些人怎样问都不明白...
那他干嘛去补习...
要给老师解释？
讽刺到死...

我剪了头发...
放下来有点像两层头发酱...
怪....
好才要放假了...
不然会一直给人笑...

－回家－
吃了汉堡堡...
冲凉
上网
睡觉

晚上不知道吃什么好...
爸妈都要出去喝喜酒...

今天不提...
你也忘了什么日子吧...
情人节快乐...

－葡萄酒情人节－
10月14日，
这一天恋人们轻啜葡萄美酒，
庆祝充满诗意的秋天...
通常小两口会选择在浪漫且别致的餐厅里共进晚餐，
然后聊聊彼此对未来的规划，
以及共同的目标等话题。
................
为什么要我写回？
还有意义么？
前天你说的话....
还不够吗？
要过得开开心心...
你说要就要吗？
会找到比你更好的...
你说会就会么？
你有想到我么？
你好自私...

＂我想我给不到你幸福＂
你一开始为什么不这样和我说呢？
你三个月多给的是什么？
我又没有要你为我做什么高难度任务...

幸福不是东西...
是感觉...

你都这样说了...
我又何必为难你...
你的决定我没有反对过，不是么？
我只要时间休息...
１瞬间？１天？１个月？１年？
我害怕哪天我会错过和你复合...
或许是我一厢情愿的想法....
既然我写回了....
没有后悔...
忘记不到你就忘记不到
我有时间...
孤单就孤单...
每个节日都可以自己过...
又不是没试过...

我会很努力写开心的东西...
结束...

十月五号（一）

最后一篇...
我好失落...
不写了...真的不写了...
我的心情你不了解...
别说你爱我...
听起来好伤心...好弱...
我真的痛够了...
以后的快乐悲伤...
不告诉你了...
没用的...
我的快乐悲伤是你造成的...
跟你说了都没有..
事实改变不料....

谁都能放开...
只是时间长短...
你呢？

还是哭了...
每次告诉自己最后一次..
最后一次的一次还有下一次...
痛苦的爱着真伤身...

假期也快到了...
时候到了...
不用踏入伤心地..不用听到关于你的消息...
不让自己想你...

你不算什么...

朋友问我和你怎样了
能怎样...每天互相问候...
真淡....
哈哈，我早该醒的...

只是自己在傻....
傻到几时才好...

要我勇敢说出心里话
说了有用吗？
没用...

这个部落格真的停了...
如果有天它能在继续就好了...

好好照顾自己...
不要常夜睡...

停...

记得爱意永在

每个人的爱都不会停止...
只是他们一直爱着一个人...
也有时候他们的爱不停止...
只是爱的人不一样了...

我的爱人走了...
我的快乐也走了...

给你最后一句话
还是一样....我真的爱你...真的想你...

十月四号（日）

今天心情有点差...
什么都不写了...

心冷到极点...
慢慢习惯...

我快把泪哭干了...
放心...我哭了一段时间了...
是时候清醒...
看开一切...

命运...
它会带我找到最疼最爱我的人身边...
我也会爱他...

我还是等...
等你？等下个对的人？
反正就是等



我只是平凡的女孩...
我只是想要一个疼我爱我的男生...
给我安全感和依靠...
重点我也爱他...

我只是想要平凡的爱...

而不是捉摸不定的爱...

你了解吗？

每次中秋...
我都会点心形蜡烛...
今年最后一次说中秋节快乐...

十月三号（六）

今天... 七点多起...
看下比比又睡...
十二点起... 吃东西..
发呆上网... 睡觉...
五点...冲凉..
吃饭... 出去点蜡烛，聊天...
准备... 吃火锅...
爸爸心情好... 放烟花...
不到一分钟... 可是觉得很久下...
很开心... 把自己做的月饼吃掉料...
舍不得也要舍得... 不然浪费....
拿蜡烛溶成形状来玩...
拍了照...咔咔...


我的结婚戒指


手掌心


垃圾堆里的心


燃烧爱

十月二号（五）

早上...
我带着一个"万紫千红冰皮莲蓉月饼"
去学校...
因为，我想给你吃...
昨天忍不住问你要不要...
你要叻...超兴奋的...
我第一次做给人吃哦...
长这么大以来...
看起来真的很好笑...
小小扁扁，会给别人笑的...
还剩下一个...我明天吃掉...
我们吃同一双手做出来的月饼...
绝无仅有噢...

去他班，还没来...
拿给他朋友就走了...
放学他朋友还拿盒子给我作纪念...
真是的...
才不要...
好才你说好吃...
真的很开心...
谢谢你...
今年中秋最难忘...
我给自己留了美好回忆...

感谢...在我悲伤到了极点后
给我那么好的礼物...
我该知足...

昨天认识两个新朋友...
人都好好噢...
女的美，男的帅...
有说有笑的...
总觉得昨天和今天都不平凡...

还有...
ah benng
看到请回答...
我们真的不联络咯？
认识一年多了...
你是我唯一认识那么远的朋友噢...
有点可惜...
中秋节快乐....
.................................

咳咳...
看部落格的臭人...
不要怀疑，我在说你...
今天不准看美女...不准耍帅...
还有以后最好也这样
气死我...你不知道我会不舒服啊？
明知道我不喜欢...故意的！
哼....
你敢交新女生朋友就不和你料
吃大便...
我去找别人陪...

结束...